After a Krav Maga grading I feel knackered but exhilarated. After
all, I did it. I made the grade. On P2, 3 and 4 I came away with my body
shouting abuse at me for the misery I'd put it through, but I felt
A.W.E.S.O.M.E.
I might even miss the next lesson at the club and unwind
with a shedload of alcohol (Guinness makes a good subsitute Night Nurse) and a
gallon of ice cream. The DVD relevant to that grade gets put back in the sleeve
and put on the shelf. The patch goes in the frame with its predecessors, at the
corners of the certificate for my current level**
It's a wonderful feeling of having achieved something
special and risen in the ranks.
It's in fact, very similar to that feeling I got when the
school broke up for the summer holidays.
Six whole weeks of F.R.E.E.D.O.M to do what I wanted***, run
around, stay up late and generally have F.U.N. The summer felt like it would
never end. That first week would be a joyous adventure, knowing I had 5 more
weeks after it. Weeks 2 through to 5 would be spectacular. On hols with the
parents and my brother, back to play with my mates and ride my bike around town
to my heart's content. No pressure.
Problem was, by week 5, once we got past Sunday I was feeling
down and getting tense. After all, once that precious Monday was used up, there
would not be another to replace it the week after. The same with every day up
until that horrible Monday when I'd have to don the dreaded school uniform
again and traipse up the driveway of Shitbag Comprehensive (otherwise known as
Kenilworth School) to endure another term of bullying, boredom and dark sarcasm
in the classroom.
But I digress...
In 4 weeks we have the Pre Assessment Workshop for the
upcoming October gradings. That "Beginning of the School Holidays"
feeling is now becoming a "I'll have to go back to Maths and
Chemistry" feeling.
Down to work; as many sessions a week as possible; new
level's DVD on mail order; book the venue...and spend my time getting nervous.
When I took P4 I was stressed almost to ruination the entire
week before the grading. Fact it was hosted by the Master level 1 Zeev Cohen
didn't help my nerves overly much.
So instead of 6 weeks of riding my bike, staying up late and
hanging out with my friends, I now have 6 monthly gaps of trying to remain
focussed instead of just riding on the euphoria of having passed a Practitioner
level yet again.
Defending Against Impending Knife Threat?
Can do.
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** Apart from P4 which I have passed but haven't passed as I have to redo stick defences before I get the patch or certificate, even though the stamp is in my passport. God bless "conditional passes".
*** Mother and fathers' approval pending.
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** Apart from P4 which I have passed but haven't passed as I have to redo stick defences before I get the patch or certificate, even though the stamp is in my passport. God bless "conditional passes".
*** Mother and fathers' approval pending.
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